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Warrior   "Please! I need this." I'm begging now. This is the fourth place I've been to this morning and with each rejection I've become more and more miserable. I watch the woman's frown deepen as she looks me up and down once more. I don't even need to hear what will inevitably come next- I know it practically by heart. 'I'm sorry I'm not sure you're…suitable for this house'. Tight, occasionally apologetic smile, bye-bye off you go, try your luck somewhere else. The polite way of saying 'I don't want a seventeen year old runaway living in my house'.  I step out into the crisp Florence morning, perking up immediately at the soft sn

    To anyone who didn't know better, she looked fine. To anyone who didn't know better, there was nothing wrong. Some might even have gone as far as to say she looked happy, content to say the least.    Lucky for her, I knew better. I could see it from the moment I opened the door, and she looked at me with the big, beautiful green eyes I had first fallen in love with. I didn't know, yet, exactly what had happened, what had gone wrong. But I knew that whatever it was, it had broken her. Whatever had happened had, finally, pushed her over the edge.    But still she wouldn't let it show. She looked up at me with that small smile she offere

From the border of confusion To the outskirts of insanity, We lock ourselves away To escape your heartless vanity All we have left is pretension- By that i mean all of your lies Everything we had, everything we did We're sitting here watching it die Your screams from the heart They keep us apart But we will not fight- They can keep the light The fire is coming, It's feeding your pain And we'll let it consume us Again and Again Drown in our sorrows, And lay in our fears There is no tomorrow For those who are here And i will not fight death- Because that is a waste Of my last breath- No, I'll meet it with haste So drown

You say your heart is wholly mine; But I suffer from a twisted illness; This is my emotion sickness, And we are running out of time. Making sure I hold on tight, To this world- my strongest tether We are living life together, And you will keep me in the light. Plunging under- seas of black. Do my head in, make me cry. In my sorrows, I will lie; Until you come and bring me back. Life may hurt, and tears may fall, But it's you who always keeps me sane, Ignorant of all this pain, You stand by me through it all. When the world threatens to crush me You're the one who's always there, So Il'l love you, do i dare? In the end, love

No one should welcome death, I never did; To move on, growing dread with growing age. But from happiness, and health, my life hid; Illness moves through with ever-growing rage. Is Death worse if you know what is to come? Giving time to ponder through memory. I would rather sudden, no time to run, Than sit here missing life, my family. I know that they are also suffering. Just to help me, they end my life. They are doing the right thing, so they think. Though pain wracks my body, i stay quiet Because though it sounds unreal, I see light, The pain subsides, now I go with no fright.

                                                      ~Epilogue~   High in a tower, her Majesty Princess Elizabeth does watch the girl being lead to her doom. She watches the men in charge of starting the fire walk forward and dip their burning torches to the oil covered wood that the girl is tied to.   She watches the flames begin to lick at the girl’s clothes, set fire to her hair. She feels the flames rip through her skin, and the girl’s pain course through her blood.   She is sure now. The girl was telling the truth. She knew someday it would happen. She was told it would. But now, her only chance of salvation is burning i